My Butt is Big

Now.
A year and a half ago, not so much.


Along with a bigger butt came bigger legs and a bigger back.  A more muscular me.
Some LOVE it, some don't.
I myself struggled to accept the new body I created by training for figure competitions. 

The muscle that you work so hard to put on by training like a madwoman for months and months doesn't just magically disappear once you walk off that stage.

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The past few months have been spent thinking about what really makes me happy and what I want for myself in the future.
Instead of spending the winter season stuck inside a conventional gym evaluating my body in the mirror, I chose to try out snowboarding :0

My first lesson was from NONE OTHER than my POPS!

Yeah he's gonna be 58 this year :) and he can rip it up!
 My cousin Danny, Uncle Billy, my Daddio and I all drove up to the mountain together.

I had sooo much fun falling on my ass, and not knowing what the f*ck I was doing!
So much fun in fact that just 2 weeks later I bought my own board :0

“You’re going somewhere, but I’ve been to somewhere, and I found it was nowhere at all.”

-Scott Abel

This guy is one person in this industry who isn't afraid to talk about the darker side of what can happen when you compete. 

Make sure you understand that I am not saying this happens to every girl who steps on stage but it DID happen to me and it happened to the EXTREME.